Wouldn’t it be a relief to finally quit pornography. Once and for all! Hi I’m Jeff ! I’m a sex addict! Drugs of choice are pornography, lust, sex, fetishism, prostitutes, affairs, one night stands, etc. You may be thinking “Wow, this guy’s really messed up!” or “At least I haven’t done that yet!” Or “what does he mean by fetishism?” Keep reading because I’ll get to all of that eventually. What I want you to get right now is that all of those behaviors started when I started drinking in the images of a calendar published by a popular men’s magazine. Thirty years ago I was in the bathroom of an auto parts store when I saw the calendar. I began thumbing through the models for each month and found one that knocked me off my feet. Tearing it out of the calendar I hid it in my binder so I didn’t wrinkle it and walked out. This began my life of addiction to masturbation, pornography, secrecy, and deceit. One Sunday afternoon my wife, at the time, found the folder and took the page out asking me what this was all about. With a red face I told her the first of a million lies, that a co worker must have put it there as a trick. Now a liar and ashamed of my secret I began cruising all of the magazine shops looking for naked pictures of actresses and models. All of this initially provided me relief from a extremely stressful job, a pregnant wife, and a new city to live in. The comfort it provided was beyond anything I had ever experienced and didn’t feel I could or wanted to stop. I didn’t have to think about the consequences of my behavior, the lies, nor the light I was extinguishing in my heart and soul. What I would have given to understand that “any form” of pornography (for me) was progressively addictive. Also, that there was a spiritual solution to “How to Quit Pornography.” But pornography had me hook line and sinker! I can’t begin to tell you the madness in my mind to search out every magazine shop, the streets I drove down, basically cruising for more masturbation stimulus. I began lying to co workers as to where I was during the day to cover my tracks. More lies to my sweet pregnant wife. Lies to myself! I needed that fix now on a daily bases. The insanity and slavery had begun! I was addicted! I was no longer free to chose not to look at pornography! If you would like to find ongoing relief from this addiction.

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